Dear Lord, please tell me why,
I'm in this place and can't seem to try...

Last night, I had that dream again,
I swear there will never be an end...

One cut, that's all that I need,
Open my skin and watch it bleed...

I know that sometimes it is hard to say,
That everything is fine or it's all OK...

I'm having another day from hell,
As soon as I awoke, all hope fell...

So you've broken all of the promises you've made,
And burned the paths that we have laid...

A young girl growing up so fast,
Hoping the goodness will forever last...

I close my eyes to hide my cry,
Silence expels me from asking why...

Three months ago,
I went to a counselor's office...

We use to be one solid team,
We would fight this crazy world we live...

I don't think anybody really could understand,
The depth of my problem and help me with a plan...

I feel like the family outcast,
Because I'm always left out...