Things anymore seem so different,
I'm living my own life without you in it...
Sometimes i hate myself,
I don't believe in things I want to do...
Another weekend,
Another endless night...
We made it through nights
Of never-ending pain...
She doesn't know what to do
Let alone, where to go...
Another night of hell again
This cycle never comes to an end...
I told you how much I care
What you really meant to me...
Sometimes I sit & think about
The past that I once had...
It's so hard to say good-bye
I want to break down, I want to cry...
It's been two years now
Since you've left my side...
I don't know myself anymore,
I don't even know if I'm alright...
So how do i finally wake
When I'm living in a nightmare...