You thought you knew my moods,
My laugh, and my cry...

Screaming for help,
But no breath to scream...

Your mind is still a mystery,
To this boy you've intrigued so...

Forced into choices,
Is the juice worth the squeeze...

Holding inside,
Curious mind...

I've been running from my past,
A past too dark to be undone...

Falling short of living,
Out of dyings reach...

Cracker, White Banana,
The names that made my childhood hell...

Feeling sick,
Short of breath...

I woke up next you you today,
And looked into your eyes...

Why Does everyone have to loose,
When one has made a vital mistake...

I wait for you to turn around,
A wait that lasts a thousand years...