He once told me "Those who have suffered bear...
Confused, I nodded. He smiled...

Alone I sit as my tears glisten
Lost in a world that won’t listen...

Blood runs down my very arm
Hoping it won't end...

The adrenaline rush of it all
Because you know mom and dad are across the hall...

Looking out from tired eyes
things look different than before...

Memories colliding
crashing into me...

The little girl
Dressed in pain...

Racing against the clock
Time is a thing never amply given...

I hate the thing inside your head,
That always there when you’re lying in bed...

You said you'd always be there , you said you'd...
But when you pushed me , slapped and spit in my...

If you look deep inside my mind
You will be frightened of what you find...

Left alone in this dismal place
Forgotten by the ones I thought cared...