There was a cloud over normal, |
To have you in my arms would be heaven, but I think that's why heaven's so far away. |
I want you to love me, but I need you to be true. And I've realized now that that is someting you can never do. |
I thought of writing a sick and twisted poem, |
Somehow I think that by holding your hand this tight, I won't realize that I'm not the only girl holding onto it. |
We live like this just to cover up the fact that we don't exist anymore. |
I am scared of who I've become, and of who I am when you're around me. And of that fact that if you weren't here, I wouldn't be here either. |