I wake up each day,
And there I lay...
Sometimes I think about your face,
There are times I don't thinkn of you at all...
Last night I saw a bloody fountain on my wrist,
It was made different, with a little twist...
I used to be so normal,
A simple little kid...
Call me if you need anything,
The last words that he said...
I can't believe this turn of fate,
Just last week I was crying myself to sleep...
They told me you were dying,
I couldn't believe it...
I'm tricking everyone now,
Do you want to know how...
It's a risk you took,
Proved a fact that broke our hearts...
Why does it hurt so bad,
Everytime were apart I get so sad...
My mind is full of thoughts,
These thoughts that I don\\\'t need...
Im so confused
My heart abused...