As I look into my mirror,
And put on my makeup...

I wish I had a normal life,
One initiated with loving tender care...

I wonder alone through endless sorrow......
A dark emptiness fills my soul...

There's this smile on my face
Plastered there, stuck in place...

Why does love make a fool of me?
Just to give myself out...

Pain is the ultimate addiction,
Worse than drugs, worse than sex...