~ I shed a tear whenever you smile ~

I promise you the happiness that you earned, i taught you the lessons that i have learned, i've fallen for you again and it's eating me inside, i look around for refuge in a place where there's nowhere to hide

One step away from being a child, one leap away from becoming so much more, one day away from understanding what I need to know, and one blink away from being the person you hate the most.

I could fall in love with you again and I may never get hurt like I did before. But why take the chance?