I know sometimes I'm hard 2 understand
but ill help u by holding your hand...
I really cant explain
y i am in so much pain...
I have all these people around me
but yet I'm so lonely...
I don't know where 2 start i don't know what 2 say
just so much shit happened 2day...
How could i think there was ever an us
because wit me u never had any trust...
I miss u but I'm not going 2 waste my life
I'm not going 2 be stupid and use the knife...
I'm at the beach
where u and me would be...
I miss hearing u laughing
i know your in pain waiting...
I'm just so pissed
because i live my life like this...
Here i am crying in my room
about how we used to be...
Here i am putting myself through so much
and there you are not giving a damn...
Where were you??
where did you go...