How could you do this to me
how could you not care how much i was hurting...
Last time we talked we were saying how much we...
and how much we care 4 one another...
U always blame me 4 thing i never do
does my pain satisfy u...
I know sometimes I'm hard 2 understand
but ill help u by holding your hand...
I really don't need this 4rm u
2 much Ive already been through...
I miss u but I'm not going 2 waste my life
I'm not going 2 be stupid and use the knife...
Here u r back wit me
u have no idea how much I'm happy...
So many times i wanted 2 leave u
but 4 some reason that was so hard 4 me 2 do...
I don't know where 2 start i don't know what 2 say
just so much shit happened 2day...
I'm just so pissed
because i live my life like this...
How could i think there was ever an us
because wit me u never had any trust...
I miss hearing u laughing
i know your in pain waiting...