Why must things go this way
why must they go wrong...

I hate this crying
i hate this pain...

I miss u and everything else
4 letting u go i blame myself...

Last time we talked we were saying how much we...
and how much we care 4 one another...

U always blame me 4 thing i never do
does my pain satisfy u...

Here i am crying in a room with people
but yet i feel so alone...

How could you do this to me
how could you not care how much i was hurting...

Where were you??
where did you go...

I really don't need this 4rm u
2 much Ive already been through...

I'm just so pissed
because i live my life like this...

If i was 11 would u still call me
if i was 12 would u still think we were meant 2 be...

I miss hearing u laughing
i know your in pain waiting...