The worst feeling in the world is to know that hes gone but then again it is also that hes here haunting me

Real life situation my brother (Jessie) and his future wife (Crissy) were to be married but the unimaginable happened....

Jessie- tell me something

Crissy- Anything

Jessie- Do you love me?

Crissy-....... no

I always thought me + you = love but instead it = a broken heart that no one can repair

Why is it that something that you have done in the past comes up later and wants to bite you in the but even harder than it did when you did it? let me just tell you this love sucks

The worst thing is you say you love me but i know you love her

(situation)- a girl is failing history

-have you ever heard the saying history repeats its self?

-yea

-well in this case i'll be repeating history

Whos gonna catch me when i fall? if your not there???

Why is it that when ever i get something that i love it goes away but when i get something i cant stand its there forever? hauting me that i lost you

I blame you for making me hate you
i blame you for leaving me
but i blame myself for ever making me fall in love with a guy like you who loves me in 7th grade and doesnt even know i exist in 9th (now) even though you have forgotten i still love you

Self attainable forced to live in the death of me an all i am asking is for you to do what you can with me and i wont ask it again what you already gave Ive been locked in side that house while you hold the key so I'm begging you to be my escape