I'm a junior at Jennings County High School...i am on the JCHS dance team and i am currently single and i hate it.. i miss Justin a tons a bunch..we were supposed to get married this summer...Im a compulsive dot maker...if you havent noticed...i dont get along well with girls...they piss me off...i used to just write about heartbreak...bc thats all i used to feel, then i got happy...and my emotions are still a bit mixed...i just recently started writin about well...sexual things such as games, and dark shit such as secrets untold...so thats about it for now...O yea....my best friends in the whole world are...Jessi Louden...i met her in 4th grade...Derek Ackenback...met him in 4th grade too...and Meisha Grigsby...met her in 7th grade when we both tried out for dance team...so yea...and Emily Jackson...we arent as good of friends as we were...but i met her in like kindergarden..so yea...thats it for sure... |
What about,
the plans we made...
Today would have been 9 months for us.
But for some unknown reason you told me good-bye...
I'm giving this back
I don't want it anymore...
Tears come to my eyes
When i glance at this box...
The diamonds inside it
reflect memories I don't need...
So sick of this ring around the rosie,
dont need your pockets full of posies...
Do you know what your like
in my eyes...
In my dreams
im smiling...
Sixteen years have come and gone
Its funny cuz it seemed so long...
She knew something she shouldn't have known.
And now her soul has forever flown...
You think that im happybut im not... the cold, hard truth is ... |
I wasnt lookin for a lifetime with you... just a great time... |
I wont be the reason for anyones tears |