Am I that much of a coward, that I couldn't take...
The one last great chance to make it through all...

I look at you and the words won't come
I look inward, and realize I'm numb...

Plagued with fears
Close to tears...

I'm leaving now, father, I'm fading to black
Don't worry, I know there's no going back...

I'll turn, and look you straight in the eye
I'll smile, and tell you nothing but lies...

You never wanted me, never cared
When you saw me you always glared...

You're all alone now, there's no one to help
No one to save you from yourself...

You're there...
But you're not...

Am I numb? I can't really tell
It's been so long, living in hell...

One, two, three, four
I lose count telling myself just one more...

It hurts...
You deserve it...

You're flawed and broken, you already knew
Why did you try to see this farce through...