As I stare blankly at this world
Without both taste and sound...

This torn heart inside beats dull and slow
Grudgingly maintaining scarlet blood's flow...

Life in every single breath, joy in every sound
For these things I've searched my life, but have...

A lovers caress, firm and kind
Leaves my thoughts and woes behind...

I do not want to live
I just can't take the pain...

*Sorry this is an old poem of mine i just found...
At times I feel I'm drowning, inside my own head...

I feel the tears well at my eyes
But I can’t let them out...

As Darkness falls, so flees all light
Hark, the whisper of the night...

Just now my inspiration, has dried up, gone away
And I can no longer write, the things that I can't...

Do you mean to hurt me this way, cause me so much...
You're the only one that reaches, where my dead...

Haunted by the visions
Everywhere I go...

Hearken and pity the poor old pie
Whose one life purpose is only to die...