Dedicated to Zack
I love you so much...

Theres a million words to describe how I feel
But not too many that is for real...

I remember
How we both met...

Yeah I've tried suicide
But it's losing it's place as a favorite of mine...

You don't know how sorry I am
You don't know how bad I want you back...

You told me you loved me
And I loved you too...

My guilt's always with me
And I know you agree...

You scream my name
Out in vein...

I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I cared...

Whenever I think about them
They seem so perfect together...

They only reason I still cry
Is because I never said goodbye...

Holding back tears
Choking on them...