This is it,
I've said all to be said here...

I just left them all.
And now I face the return...

You are so beautiful,
So sweet...

It's not like we never see each other,
But everything we say to one another is online...

I walked through the doors,
Pulled out the gun...

You slowly watched me slip away,
From you...

After being yelled at,
And left by three of you...

You will never understand,
The fury at myself...

You never cease to amaze me,
Even in my darkest hour...

You cannot trust me,
Because I will break it...

I tell you to live,
Call you for hours to make sure I see you again...

Tears help back,
Smiles forced from frowns...