Its hard to think I lost a friend
Someone I thought so much of...
Tears are fighting to find their freedom
Form the temporary prison that are my eyes...
I hate that I care for you so much
I hate that I still crave your touch...
To think that I dreamed of you
Before my eyes fell to sleep...
Are you in this for the long run?
Are you willing to stay...
If one day you walk away
If for any reason you must go...
On unsteady feet I stand up to face you,
to hear what the jury has decided...
It can be easily confused, love and desire
A twisted combination and it blooms, spreading...
So confused and unstable, walking back and forth...
Lock in an empty room
Spider webs decorating the walls...
Sometimes I think to myself
How lucky I am to have you...
Why would I even consider
Leaving her for you...