You can't force your heart to love sombody new when its still tying to hold on to sombody else.

If it love, why would you want your death following me around? this is what he asked me when i told him i was going to kill myself cause he's leaving for war.

And here I am, still holding on
I can't accept my world is gone

I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me.

Today at 8:30am He left. not sure if ill ever see him again.it is now 12:05pm still waiting for his return. i miss him.

We both knew that this was going to be it. you looked at me, i looked back at you with tears in my eyes. you walked by without saying goodbye. was seeing me in pain too much for you?

Before he left i wrote i love you on his locker.

The day you left me tore me apart...forever

Ever since you left, I've been gone

The truth of the matter is, I still have feelings for you. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.