This is an actual dream I once had, mixed with a...

He said he loved me today
Just like he always does...

In the day of success I had a kingdom of hearts,
Oh but for pity that mine own would lead me...

Throw a stone and watch it fall
Bouncing until it finds its place...

A swirl of snow dances wild
On the barren fields around...

Crimson
Cards of ardency...

Milky moonlight rises
Through age bowed trees...

Lost in moonlight deceptive
Where shadowy depths of my heart are exposed...

You are my favorite memory
Of a time when I almost had it all...

Dark and liquid desires
Arousing me from sleep...

Only you keep my heart beating
Dreaming of you when I should be sleeping...

Me:I've got a lifetime to find you
But the trouble is...