I asked Santa late at night before he came to give...
I asked "Santa could i have a boyfriend for...

The blood is dripping down, as i think of you it...
you tell me you love me but it hurts so bad so as...

You died December 18 2004, it will be two years on...
I truely miss you with all my heart...

One day i was texting him saying i would do...
He texted back will you marry me...

He's the love of my life
and always will be...

Why did god want you?
You had no use to him being a 23 year old...

Why did you do that?
You stabbed me in the back...