These are the thoughts
running through my mind...

How could i let this happen
how could i let u touch me...

As I sit here all alone,
I wonder if I'll make it on my own...

**this is me looking down at myself**
there's something cold and blank behind her smile...

If you only knew how much I want to be with you.
If you only knew how much it hurts seeing you with...

A little girl who's trapped in a womans body--
a girl who's had to go through a lot...

I thought it would be different this time
i thought you wanted me...

She sits beside me as i cry. somehow giving me all...
but what do i have to offer her...

I wanna call your name
i wanna feel you pain...

Does pain ever heal? or does it just keep coming?
will it ever fade...

Every time you hit me
Every time you kick me...

She wishes she could be noticed
she wishes she could feel love...