I sit staring at my wall,
Wondering what stops me from ending this...

I know its tough to be you,
When all you have been through...

Our love was grand,
our love seemed to good to be true...

Black is such a dreary color,
even though that is the color of my heart...

Why must i go through this?
when death seems so pleasing...

No matter what,
I will always love you...

Even though you hurt me I still love you,
Even when you say those hurtful things...

I yearn for that emotion they call happiness,
I would love to just taste it once...

Life such a wonderful thing,
Yet is life really that great...

Its funny how one word
Brings out so much feelings...

Will I ever be remembered?
Like the stars and the moon will I ever be...

Slowly I started losing me,
Inch by inch I slipped away...