How can I learn to love when I've already learned to hate?

I know theres something wrong...But I still can't get it out of you....

Words are like air....Silence is like suffocation...

I wish you could see me the way I see you...

I threw my knife at your heart, but I want it back...

I love you my little nightmare...

My soul has been torn inside out and my eyes are black and filled with hate...

You cut me open and reveal me to the world. Now will you give me back my insides?

I hope you die a painfull death, as I gaze and watch you take your last breath...

How can you look so happy? Why am I so sad?