*Friendly hellos, hateful good-byes, sad darkened tears under her eyes, pain that is unbearable...and with that sanity is lost.....

*When you hug me, I always put my head on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat and know your actually there and I am not dreaming of the perfect life I do not have

Its funny when you think everything is perfect and it feels like your dreaming, just to find out you really are…

*And when the time comes and I am not there don’t even start missing me.

&& Im trying to (((forget))) all the good memories I have and (((remember))) all the bad ones I let go &&

You were the only one that seemed to understand the pieces of me that were broken, until you broke the pieces that could have been mended, into pieces that can never be fixed ♥

*Lying on the floor of my room…bleeding the insanity out from beneath me. The sharp stinging pain that shakes my every movement becomes permanent…

*Lying on the floor of my room…bleeding the insanity out from beneath me. The sharp stinging pain that shakes my every movement becomes permanent…

Her whole world was a dark room she just needed someone to turn on the light….

In addition, those little moments that last forever seems to fade away.