I try and i try...
but it\'s just too hard to let you go...
I miss you soo much
i know where you are...
Today i found myself doing something i didnt want...
i try to controll my feelings not wanting to hurt...
Today i cut
today i lied...
Today i cut and i dont know why
i thought to myself...
I watch as my life slowly goes by.
And how it seems like I'm not the one living it...
You ask but you don't care.
you answer the phone, but your not there...
You cared when i cried
you took my hand when i wanted to die...
You trusted me
I trusted you...
I love you so much and you say you care..
But when I need you the most your never there...
As she tries to move away she cant move at all,
Shes trapped...