I don't think I knew
What crippled my past is what made me now...

The last breath I cannot take
Handful regrets on taking chances...

Centered are the starry clouds
A black floating maze eyed...

As the machine of terror burned
The tongue of the skeptics, heretics...

...
A picture of lights taken to be real...

Maybe...
Never was I tried to be me...

The seat of the feel wrecked
Unknowing eyes filled, wet...

Automation failed
Refused its mechanism...

Cast out from hands are dust bringing no worth
The metal frame over my jaws too cold to taste...

You’re lying there, hopeless
Never felt good since you’ve came to hide...

How to tell a myth from the fact is what I never...
Gestures I am not aware what is nice or not...

Swallowed pills ingested, drowned inside
I have seen how I'm broken, suicide...