I'm so tired of smiling...
Fake it when I say it...

I Wish I were smarter,
To outwit the sorrow...

Double death, Suicide...
Is it wrong to ask him to die with me? He said...

Birthday wishes
Birthday wishes...

My unborn son, will never see the trees,
there were many things i wanted to show him...

I had a son, his name was Molokai.
I loved this baby boy, even though he wasn't born...

I chew off my last nail;
Let me tell you a tail...

You're not the big brother I knew.
I've never seen you be like this before. Why do...

Every one is so worried now, about me...I never...
I didn't want sypathy, I just wanted them to let...