January was cold and lonely month of deceit and...
February the month of love, turned into the month...

I secretly love you everyday
I hide my feelings behind a smile...

How is this fair?
you being so far away...

Scarlett scars,
crimson blood...

My storm is inside of me
like a hurricane that gets bigger...

My nightmare is darkness
my nightmare is emptiness...

Nights are my only escape of pain
the pain that only bothers me...

*First Poem I Have Written In Awhile So Give Me...
From the moment i met you...

I see you look at me
when we pass in the hall...

Look deep into
my eyes and...

Three o'clock in the morning
scared to open my eyes...

The road ahead
in my eyes...