Im not a stranger to grief
i know its going to get easier
i also know i will always remember them,that it will always hurt!
but it should
because if it hurts,,it means you cared and thats a good thing
in.my.eyes
.x.

Theres some things in this world that you just cant change and me loving you
is one of them
.x.

Dont ever take me at face value
i wear my devil may care attitude like a sheild
but i do care
probably more than most
im just better at
hiding it
.x.

The easy way out is better than no way out at all
.x.

She chose numbnes over feeling,she picked shadows over light
sometimes it hurts to feel so she chooses not too
sometimes you got burnt by the light so she stays in the shadows
,x,

Have you ever hated somebody so much you wish they would just leave and not come back?
but yet loved them so much you knew if they did it would kill you
.x.

"i cant love him the way he wants me to"
"your his everything"
"and i can never return the favour,i can nevr make him my everything,theres always going to be a part of me he wont ever be able to touch"

Even tho i realy luv u i hav t do wats best 4 us,even if dat means neva bein wit u agen.somtyms u hav t do fings u no wil break ur heart,becos mur ofen dan nt the hardest fing t do is the ryt fing
dats y i hav t say gudbye
dats y i hav t say it 4 gud

It was a well kept secret but there were batles it was better never to fight.days when the only sensible choice was to cut your losses,walk away and save your strength for a different challenge
.x.
(not mine)

Even with all the hell i endured
i guess one good thing came out of all this.
ive realised that despite what people think,i do actually have a heart.

i can feel him breaking it
.x.