M.i.l.l.i.o.n.s of ((tears)) are shed but its the ones that are h.e.l.d.b.a.c.k that ((hurt)) the most |
Its h.a.r.d to wait 4 somehting u know might n.e.v.e.r happen but its even ((harder)) to give up when u know its all you have ever wanted |
All i w.a.n.t is 4 .:u:. to *love* me but u cant even do ((that)) |
~*~ ive been tryin not to luv u ,,ive bin puttin up a fite,,,ive bin barly holdin on nd letting go wiv al my mite,,,bt thers a part of me thats empty,,i no luv can only fill,,im afraid il never find it,,,,nd scared to death i will~*~ |
Im just like broken glass people run over me and hurt my feelings,,break me even more everyday and i wait for someone, anyone to pick up the pieces and put me back together |
I was d.r.o.w.n.i.n.g in my tears...i had f.a.l.l.e.n to the floor ...then i picked myself ((up)) because i knew no one else would |
No one knows how much i ((cry)) because no one cares enough to n.o.t.i.c.e |
Its no big deal so i wasnt good enough for u ive n.e.v.e.r been good enough not for anything or anybody my entire life |
~*~ the e.a.s.i.e.s.t way not to get .:hurt:. is not to c.a.r.e and thats the ((hardest)) fing to do ~*~ |
"stop crying ann just listen to me" "i cant it hurts so bad we arent frends we arent anything anymore" "listen it no longer hurts that u walkd away and abandoned me what hurts more is that i would still die for u" |