Theres some things in this world that you just cant change and me loving you
is one of them
.x.

Im not a stranger to grief
i know its going to get easier
i also know i will always remember them,that it will always hurt!
but it should
because if it hurts,,it means you cared and thats a good thing
in.my.eyes
.x.

Thats the problem with people that are close to you
they know exactly where to hit
so that it hurts
.x.

It doesn't matter how fast she runs.
the pain will always run faster
.x.

She wonders if she can walk forever.
If she can walk far enough away, that the pain will get tired of keeping up.
.x.

Shes not heartless, she just wants people to think that she is. because if they think shes heartless, they wont care about her and in return she wont care about them .which means she wont get her heart broken. she wont get hurt.

He loves the woman he thought he could turn me into, more than he will ever love the women that i am.
.x.

No more tears now, for they will not bring him back. Nothing in this life could ever replace what i now lack.
.x.

He was my lover. My soulmate. My friend.
i never imagined that what we shared could ever end.

Always and forever he said.
And now he is dead.
.x.

Here i stand alone now, half of who i used to be.
He might have been the one that died, but they should have buried me.
.x.