Someone
save me...

Love
And pain...

You complicated me
Confused me from the start...

I feel restricting sadness
I feel constricting hate...

I used to try to be her little miss perfect
But i hated the thought of being prep...

I am not sure why for he did not say
He just said it took the pain away...

Murder my heart
slice me deep...

B r e a t h e in, and hold it in
gather all the courage, summon up stored sanity...

I trudge through life, through love and hate
And a Soft Nothingness whispers in my ear...

Dripping, draining, slowly out,
I do not cry, I do not shout...

I don’t know why I’m crying
I don’t know why I’m so sad...

A mass of
Compacted confusion...