I had so much joy earlier today.
I had hope for something that did not stay...
As you reached the gates of heaven,
You thought of your life on earth...
Sometimes, I wonder what love really is.
Is it when a girl and a boy care for each other...
I thought you were leaving me.
And I wondered how it could be...
You are always there for me when I need you.
Without you, what could I do...
I love being in my dreamland.
Where everything around me is so enchanting...
Right when I thought I had it all.
It all went away and left me with nothing at all...
I am standing right here.
But no one knows that...
I remember those days when everything seemed...
I remember when those days turned into nightmares...