If you ever need someone so bad,
and you cant seem to find a face...
I Sleep next to your picture every night
and pray to god that you are okay...
As I lay here all alone,
I wonder If I ever cross your mind...
I know you want me to get better,
and I swore to you that I will try...
Two Feelings
that were so strong...
I know I promised not to cry,
but the pain inside my heart wont leave...
Theres so much to forget...
Yet I don't know how to start...
There is no one to protect me,
no one here around...
Oh misery
how can you destroy my life...
I need the strength to move on,
only god can help me through...
I've thought it through so many times,
for I have no other reason to live...
This pain inside of me,
is all that my heart bares...