Everything is now gone,
the hugs that I loved dear...

I am going to pretend
that you never even existed...

As I lay here all alone,
I wonder If I ever cross your mind...

I know you want me to get better,
and I swore to you that I will try...

Two Feelings
that were so strong...

Why am I trying to get through this?
If deep inside I know that no one cares...

Daddy I'm sorry ,
that I let you down...

This pain inside of me,
is all that my heart bares...

I've thought it through so many times,
for I have no other reason to live...

Every night, before I fall asleep
I pray for you, and hope that your okay...

These tears that are running down my face
are not because of you my dear...

I need the strength to move on,
only god can help me through...