As I lay here all alone,
I wonder If I ever cross your mind...

Why am I trying to get through this?
If deep inside I know that no one cares...

How can you still be in love with him?
after all those bad times he has put you through...

At times, I still find myself so sad,
because my world has never seemed right...

These tears that are running down my face
are not because of you my dear...

Even if I have to cry forever
and live my life not knowing what to do...

I need the strength to move on,
only god can help me through...

Please don't ask me for another chance,
for my heart cannot be controlled by my mind...

I Sleep next to your picture every night
and pray to god that you are okay...

No reason left to fight this feeling...
or to wear an invisible mask upon my face...

Oh How I miss the smell of your cologne...
your sweet and gentle lips...

Oh misery
how can you destroy my life...