The end is inevitable
It calls to me at night...

So stricken-
The tears flow uncontrollably...

Constantly tearing myself open
bleeding over hard times...

Farther and farther
I fall into this hole...

Numb
Nothing seems to matter...

I grasp your hand
But find you're slipping away...

Day after day I sit here
The pain is so intense-but I find I can’t...

Death sits upon me like a wet blanket
Hovering, waiting for me to give-in...

Tears slide down my cheeks
My insides have been ripped apart...

Deceived by smiles and laughter
I never would've thought...

Rotting is thy mind
My thoughts but a jumble...

I love you so much
Night and day I crave your touch...