Bottle it up
Push it down...

I'm going to kill myself
Just as i planned...

Idol hands are bound
As heaven is running on empty...

I long to die
Just waiting for that last moment...

Imagine having a secret
One that no one must know...

Me
Fading...

I loved life
But he loved death...

To my love,
I give you this red rose...

Now you're dead i have one thing to say
Don't let death throw me away...

I'm lying on the streets naked and cold, Bankrupt...

I look in the mirror and hate what i see
I wish you knew what it's like to be me...

Everything i needed to tell you
I kept locked up inside me...