So to you all i bid farewel
As i slip into disfunctional hell
I wish i may i wish i might
Just maybe survive daddy tonight...

*Took from my poem "Daddy, daddy"*

Treat me wrong, Treat me bad, String me along, Treat me like a freak on a leash...

I can see inside you fine, This blessing in disguise.

Still swinging in the trees
Still choking to death
And still no one sees

*took from my poem "Look"*

How you gonna tell me where to skate? who to date? How to fu ck? how to kiss? who to love? and who to diss? how to live? it's what it is, something's going to give.

Look at me now, Torn and twisted.
Dead and gone, Like i never existed...

*Took from my poem "why did this happen"*

I put up these walls to see who's strong enought to knock them down,
I put on this fake smile to see who is clever enough to see the real frown.

As she looks into the mirror,
her lips twisted into disgust
another one added....
to her gallery of mistrust.

Everyone has a nightmare and everyone has a dream
When i try to whisper it usually beocomes a scream

You have to forget
In order to know
Lose
in order to grow
Remain sane
In order to lose sanity, and become insane
After all, all of life's lessons are learnt in pain.