Should i assume that someone hears me when i pray?

I'm feeling weak...missing parts...incomplete...

I'm sorry i'm daddy's little defect,
I'm sorry i'm only semi perfect...

So, I'm going to die...And your point is?
Who said i didn't want it that way?

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken

You got a fast car, Is it fast enough so we can fly away? you gotta make a desicion, do we leave tonight or do we die this way?

And with my tears my strength disappeared, never to return, everything good comes to a terrible end

And all they ever wanted was each other
But she couldn't have it
And neither could he
Everyone please let me be...

*Took from my poem "Forbidden love"*

I don't believe you when you whisper in my ear and softly say..."Everything will be perfect one day"

That's when I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain.