Christmas time...When my whole family can laugh at me together...

Look at me i can smile =D sure...it's fake but i can smile without my cold heart joining in =D

No blood runs through these veins, No beat thuds this heart and no smile dawns upon this face...I told you i was already dead

You tripped mt short fuse,
I'm not here just for you to abuse...

Ripped to pieces, Torn apart, Broken smile and shattered heart...

Feelings are like a light bulb, You can switch them off whenever you want, But they are still there...

Is this a dream? If it is...Please don't wake me, Cause for once...Things are going right...

I know it's so hard for you to love me, But please try...Cause i love you so much...

So done with wishing you were still here...

When you feel like giving up...Remember why you held on...