I feel the pain,
I see my skin rip...

You lie here next to me,
In my warm cozy bed...

In a dream
You can imagine...

The way you feel
Inside of me...

Please don't judge me.
You don't know what I've been through...

You loved me so much,
I loved you just the same...

Suicide is thought about a lot,
I think of being finally free...

This life is not mine,
I dont belong here...

You are the only one who cares,
The only one who will listen...

Mandie made love everyday,
But in a very unusual way...

You held me tight
Like you never wanted to let me go...

Reality is Fake,
Reality you may Take...