Butterfly, It's not that he want you to die- he doesn't care enough about you to wish you dead. But without him, why bother to say alive?

Dear Lovely Butterfly- You always said you'd die without him. He's gone. He left. It's time you kept your word. Die Butterfly. Die Lovely Butterfly. Die

It's your love- your love that has kept me alive. Your love that has kept me from making the worst decision I could have made- to end my life. And it's your love, that saved my life.

... for you mean everything to me

& tell me, tell me that you're sweet love hasn't died....

& if I made you feel second best, I'm sorry I was blind. But you were always on my mind.

& if you hate me for reasons you won't share, if you refuse to talk to me, say awful things about me, and say you never felt for me theyou told me you did- it'll be alright. For the you I use to know, will forever stay in my heart and mind.

Scars remind us that the past is very much real

I no longer desire to live...

Isn't this the best part of breaking up- finding someone else you can't get enough of. Someone who wants to be with you too...