You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to live without them.

What if finding the love of your life, ment changing the life that you love? What would you do?

I sit here and try to count all the scars on my arm... but they're so many- where do i start?

How can they except me to thank them for saving my life... when i don't want to be alive?

It hurts me to do this but we can't be friends. We can't be lovers. I love you so much- I must save you from myself. Please, just try to understand.

Dear Lovely Butterfly- You always said you'd die without him. He's gone. He left. It's time you kept your word. Die Butterfly. Die Lovely Butterfly. Die

It's your love- your love that has kept me alive. Your love that has kept me from making the worst decision I could have made- to end my life. And it's your love, that saved my life.

... for you mean everything to me

& tell me, tell me that you're sweet love hasn't died....

& if I made you feel second best, I'm sorry I was blind. But you were always on my mind.