& if I made you feel second best, I'm sorry I was blind. But you were always on my mind.

& tell me, tell me that you're sweet love hasn't died....

... for you mean everything to me

It's your love- your love that has kept me alive. Your love that has kept me from making the worst decision I could have made- to end my life. And it's your love, that saved my life.

Dear Lovely Butterfly- You always said you'd die without him. He's gone. He left. It's time you kept your word. Die Butterfly. Die Lovely Butterfly. Die

Butterfly, It's not that he want you to die- he doesn't care enough about you to wish you dead. But without him, why bother to say alive?

Butterfly, He left you. He let you fall and hit the ground like he promised time and time again he never would. Your wings are broken- you'll never fly again. You're nothing now- a moth amid such beauty. Die Butterfly. Die.

& I miss you. I don't know what I'm going to do without you. But even though my mind tells me to hate you, my heart won't let me. ...

I'm standing here, on the street in an early morning rain, watching you drive away. I wish you'd stay with me, but I'd rather you be happy. That's how much I love you. I'd rather you be gone and happy than here and just okay....

& I know that I'll never get a chance....