Why are you acting like this
what happened, what changed...

I grab a knife
and swing it around...

Was crying was dying
but now I finally see...

I tried so hard
to deal with things I went through...

I just don't get it
what's the point...

Why did you leave me
what did I do...

Sitting here and staring
At their picture...

You're my best friend, my sister
my everything...

I'm sorry for what I've done
I'm sorry for how I've been...

Sitting in a crowded room
alive and alone...

Take a bunch of sleeping pills
wishing you were dead...

It just hit me that she's gone
I hurt so much inside...