Take the blade
grab my pills...

Sitting in a metal chair
dead but alive...

I just lost someone really close to me, his name...
I can't believe it, I just can't believe he is...

Dying bleeding
killing myself slow...

A simple goal
a simple wish...

Take this gun
point it to my head...

Although I smile and laugh
there are secrets that I hide...

I sit and think wow
as I stare up at the stars...

Does it matter if I end it all
would you really even care...

Grab my pills
grab my blade...

I sit here alone
in my small room...

In my mind I cry
in my eyes you can see...