I miss him so much
more and more each day...

The moon is my bedroom
the sky is my bed...

I don't know why I love you
all I know is that I do...

I want to thank you for everything
All you have done over the years...

You are my sister
and sisterly love is true...

You were always there for me
whether I lived with you or not...

You beat me, raped me, and called me a thief
and after being tortured for a few years, I...

Help with the pain and help with the tears
help with the lies and help with the fears...

Not a word was spoken
not a single thing was said...

When I was up in Heaven
I watched my friends forget me...

I want to run away
far away from this place...

My head is spinning
in this bed...