I'm still not sure if it's working
my medicine I mean...
Don't exactly know
what's going on...
Lets play hide and seek
now close your eyes real tight...
Sitting in the silence
dying in the cold...
Dying bleeding
killing myself slow...
Why do you think you are so much better
than everyone else around...
Sitting in a metal chair
dead but alive...
Please Lord help me
to put down the knife...
I've hear of all these miracles
like Moses and the sea...
Once again I'm breaking down
and all is going wrong...
Sitting here at the Fall Retreat
with everyone who thinks they're cool...
To all of you who have been hurt
to all who don't belong...